Someone told me they now understand where all of my issues come from. I shared with them a deep fear that I have,  "Being deathly afraid that someone will leave me". Therefore I believe that the piece of paper that is signed at marriage, would give me a little security. Something that unfortunately I haven't really felt in any of my relationships.

I wish I could tell you how much I think of you every day... and more than anything that you feel the same for me. But that will happen, probably NEVER. The feelings will always be one-sided, WELCOME to the story of my life.